insecurity
Just a short "message" to my small group of readers.
First thing I should say: "Good Morning!" - Since I`m in Japan I often was said how important it is to greet people, just a "hello" or something like this is a little step further into becoming a good person. (Sounds kind of strange.) Well, to be honest I never said "hello" to foreign people in my hometown. It was OK there. No one, who didn`t know know you said anything to you there, so it was very difficult for me to start greeting people I met on the street, in the neighborhood and so on. Probably I seemed to be a very rude and disrespectful girl to most of them at the beginning.
Whatever,...
In about 3 hours I will leave Kobe once again (and again and again - I guess.) for hitting the road for Nagoya by bus. Yes it ended up going there by bus again. I thought I could go there by Shinkansen, but my boyfriend preferred the bus, because it is cheaper. It`s very exhausting to visit that much places in that less time, go here and move on there, living at the house of him and then moving to next family`s place. Living at stranger`s place... That`s not the way this Japan-stay was planned to be. It ended up more worse than I even thought it could be.
At least, I hope the family in Nagoya will be nice, because if there are troubles, too I don`t know where I should go or what I should do then. Another point with really pisses me off is that I really want to work somewhere , a part-time job, but because there is still a lack of vocabulary I guess I can`t. Well, it is difficult for a "child" to go to a foreign country with a lack of conversational vocabulary and want to have a part-time job there. That`s what it ended up...Well, everything is very confusing for me lately.

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